Thursday, February 7

Maybe It's Me?

This whole week* has got me thinking:
I don't have the patience for this job.
Or maybe, I don't have the patience for this particular school, these particular students, their particular circumstances.
Not once did I expect classroom teaching to be easy, but I know in my heart it need not be this hard either.
I'm about to jump into a major self-inquiry project, and I'm already predicting the outcome: the moment I finally admit to myself & someone else that this job ain't for me, and then act accordingly.

*My mood has gone beyond the "it's been a rough week" explanation. It's far more complicated than that.
Everything leading up to these past 3 days makes starting a new path (far from classroom teaching) inevitable.

1 comment:

Myra B said...

understood. we FEEL so similarly.